I give up on everything

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Awesome to be ignored. Do you think self esteem, depression, and anxiety get easier as you grow older? It doesn’t. With my daughters, it’s more hard because I love you as much as I love being alive.

This all started when I missed you girls so much I wanted to die, just months after I almost died. At that moment, instead of getting encouragement, I got a bogus restraining order from your dad. No, life doesn’t get easier.

I’m petrified of what your dad and grandma are capable of. Alyssa’s dad is somewhat reasonable, but he is impacted by the 2 previously mentioned. I’m so tired of this war.

I’m not entirely sure, other than my suicidal ideation, why Tim and Linda hate me so much. When Linda tried to help me after the wreck, she became insulted I missed my mom. That’s the only bad blood we have, other than her giving me fear by running, unprovoked, and screaming at me multiple times.

Tim: hell if I know. Intentionally file a bogus restraining order order to alienate my daughters??

This situation has killed my reputation with my daughters.

They are so apathetic toward me. I can not do anything right in there eyes. They accuse me of being a horrible mom, even though I tried my best while being overwhelmed with life. My oldest made fun of me for posting my thoughts on this blog. Thanks, Emma. Apparently Im not allowed to have feelings. She makes fun of me more than she shows me love. Yesterday I lost value in my life, and she laughed. Im not suicidal but Im hoping I get a disease that kills me.

My 2 oldest children have turned into bullies, just like their dad. Please remember that your last conversations with me were both belittling me and telling me off. You’re both blocked on my phones as I am on yours.

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