To mom and Lily (and then ignorance associated with them)

https://byrslf.co/the-generation-of-blocking-and-ghosting-people-5820094f05b0

The Generation of Blocking and Ghosting People.

Demetra Demi Gregorakis

Apr 29, 2016 · 5 min read

The broken hearts, the family feud — the friend we no longer speak too — the falling outs of life. The people who went ghost on you.

When its really done, when you want to seal the deal that you are fed up entirely over with this soul, you open up your laptop, unlock your phone and do what any normal person would in this generation…hit BLOCK.

You block your ex boyfriend, that annoying coworker, your ex blocks, your ex’s new jealous girlfriend blocks you, your cousin who hates you blocks you, it goes on and on. There are 100 different reasons of why it happens and who does it, but:

It is the ultimate way that anyone can send you a clear message that they want you gone, never to be heard from again.

Instagram: (…) Block User [ Are you Sure?] (Cancel) (Yes I’m Sure)

Twitter- @NoLongerExistsInMyLife will no longer be able to follow or message you. BLOCK.

Facebook — You can block someone to unfriend them and prevent them from starting conversations with you or seeing things you post on your timeline. Block User:__________ BLOCK.

Phew! All Blocked. Now that’s over; I’m Queen B; we are on the way to good vibes all day every day. Screw em’. (insert hair flip here) Namaste.

My opinion: what an ignorant and immature way to flip me off. My mom: I don’t care. My 13-year-old daughter… Really bothers me that she is growing up to be taught to block problems instead of handling them.

Tim Latier, Linda Latier, and Pam Tilley choose to block their problems instead of handling them head on. I find that very immature and irresponsible. Life is hard… Handle your problems accordingly. Not immaturely, or ignorantly.

I sent a text message to my mom on a friends phone, and I felt like shit. I was basically told that I made a poor choice, despite the fact that his niece caused a lot of drama by playing on his phone months ago. Ignorance is causing a lot of problems in the world today. It’s making my heart hurt. I read the messages that my mom sent to the undisclosed third-party, you know what? Why didn’t she ask me? Oh, because she has me immaturely blocked.

My answer: Mom, you do nothing but criticize me and insult me. I’ve always had to walk on eggshells around you, and have failed. I will never live up to your standards. I’m done trying. As far as my daughters, I have fought tooth and nail to see them, or even talk to them. I have passed psychological evaluations, and I’ve never been proven a threat to my daughters. You have no idea how exhausted I am. I’m not “throwing them away”. Whether I did, or didn’t, how would they know? I’m dead to them, because *their dad doesn’t want me to be their mom.

*please don’t defend him, he started this war and has made no effort to end it

Message to my older daughters because I have no way to communicate with them

Awesome to be ignored. Do you think self esteem, depression, and anxiety get easier as you grow older? It doesn’t. With my parents, I said bye Felecia. With my daughters, it’s more hard because I love you as much as I love being alive.

This all started when I missed you girls so much I wanted to die, just months after I almost died. At that moment, instead of getting encouragement, I got a bogus restraining order from your dad. No, life doesn’t get easier.

I’m petrified of what your dad, grandma, and Alyssa’s dads girlfriend are capable of. Alyssa’s dad is somewhat reasonable, but he is impacted by the 3 previously mentioned. I’m so tired of this war.

Tim, Linda, and Maggie, leave me the f alone and let me be a mother to the beautiful daughters that God used me to create.

I’m not entirely sure, other than my suicidal ideation, why Tim and Linda hate me so much. When Linda tried to help me after the wreck, she became insulted I missed my mom. That’s the only bad blood we have, other than her giving me fear by running, unprovoked, and screaming at me multiple times. Tim: hell if I know. Probably because I was awarded residential custody after our divorce and he found a way to take it from me.

*I just looked more close, I was only the residential custodian for school purposes

As I was reading through the divorce decree, I was disgusted and disappointed that he has done a shitty job of upholding what we agreed to:

Intentionally file a bogus restraining order order to alienate them??

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This situation has killed my reputation with my daughters.

So this is for you (since I have no way to communicate): I love you both, and I want things to get better. Your dad filed all of this, I’m simply fighting for the chance to be your mom: a rebuttal. He has made it clear that he doesn’t want you in your life, you should see that as a fact on how your grandma went off on me as my friend tried to leave you clothes. I asked permission from you guys before I dropped them off, (namely through your grandma tilley), and was TOLD OFF by your grandma Latier.

Lily: “I don’t see a reason why it would be a problem for you to drop off clothes”… you don’t because you don’t believe that your dad and your grandma want me dead. They wanted me dead when I was in a coma.

I’m tired of the Latier drama and I just want a positive relationship with my daughters.

What I would talk about to my daughters if I could:

Lily: did you know Jackson 5 is from Gary, Indiana? Isn’t that from where stranger things is?

Emma: Shane bought me an Apple Watch for (non) Valentine’s Day (he thinks Valentine’s Day is dumb but wanted to give me a gift), and I don’t know how to use it 🙈 it’s way too fancy for me 🤣

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU GIRLS AND WANT THINGS TO GET BETTER.

I’ll keep buying new board games, until we find our perfect match!

Proverbs 27:3

I tried to drop 2 lawn and leaf bags of my old clothes (mostly name brand) for my older 2 daughters and my ex husbands mom LINDA LATIER comes out screaming at me (in front of my daughters). She claims she is Christian. I find that hard to believe. She has such a black heart and a corrupt soul.

I’m saddened that my daughters had to see such hatred. I’m not sure if they support her behavior, or not. There are moms out there that push their kids off on someone else and don’t take care of their kids, then there is me: fighting tooth and nail to even get the opportunity to see my kids.

I explained to my youngest daughter this morning that Linda Latier is evil. She asked why TJ and Linda “not like you”, I said I’m not sure. I told her that I thought it was because I didn’t want to be married to TJ.

It’s because I survived the wreck, or I was depressed after I survived the wreck.

As I’ve said, the one that suffers is Noah. He is growing up without sisters.