I’m currently enjoying my time Walking to Emmaus, so I will make this short.
God has spoke to me about some pretty important things this weekend.
Wednesday night I was absolutely crushed because it hit me that my oldest daughters and my parents do not want me in their lives, or to be in my life. I take responsibility that I have made mistakes, I have not been perfect. I also place blame on my ex husband, Tim Latier, for provoking, defaming, and encouraging hatred toward me because of mistakes I am taking blame for (mind you he is not taking any responsibility for any of the things he has done to irreparably damage me).
I came here Thursday afternoon burdened with a broken heart.
I’m 33 weeks pregnant and in a quite a bit of discomfort.
My older daughters don’t want me in their lives.
Most of my family, including my parents, want nothing to do with me because of the custody drama and defamation with and from my ex-husband.
God also told me to forgive Tim. I will work on it. After I prayed and asked God to remove the hatred I had for him, I returned to my seat and talked with the woman beside me, stating I felt calloused- like it really didn’t impact my emotion to know I was burdened by such a severe hatred of that guy, and right then, the band started playing one of my baby girl’s FAVORITE songs, Name. I burst into tears. That little girl is my heart and soul, she ministers to me in everything she says and does. Back to that lesson from God, CHERISH HER instead of missing my older daughters.
Thank you, God, for speaking to me.
Thanks for stopping by! More later… stay tuned for part 2 🙂